Well done vid setting the historical context of how information is now being created and shared.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Monday, October 22, 2007
Art DeLight
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
buckle brown: bikes and birds
Ha! I was in that pack that headed up the S. Van on-ramp. Certainly surprised how quickly the cops were on us. Got us turned around quick-style! The only thing I can think is they got on at Octavia and swooped down, with sirens blasting. Whoop-dee-frickin'-do ;)
Got to love the street theater aspect of it. Feint for the freeway, the cops block, and the bikes feint again =)
Saw a few cops break character too and loved that also!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Critcal Massed in Broadway Tunnel
Critcal Massed in Broadway Tunnel from leef on Vimeo.
Friday, September 21, 2007
My Awesome Cousin...
Some times I forget how amazing my family family truly is.
Local blog write-up
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Secret Swank
I was getting the collected Mouse Guard book, and at the counter I couldn't help but pick up a copy of James Jean's Process Recess 2. Amazingly beautiful stuff. The comic field is very lucky to have an artist of his caliber.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Death Pigeons from Above
It was one of the most bizarre things I have ever seen. There was a flock on the building across the street that had just taken flight and all I can think is that it ran into something and was suddenly stopped. The guy on his bike behind me thought maybe it was a heart attack, but it really seemed to have fallen straight down.
I certainly don't believe in omen, but this would be a great one. It's definitely a reminder that death is all around us, and how precious it is to be alive.
Last night a friend was telling me about how about a year ago, she had a fixation on death and all the things that she wanted to do before she died. I wonder what would be on my own list? Maybe something worth thinking about....
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Train Time
It's apparently the story of three brothers taking a train trip through India, and interestingly enough was written by Wes Anderson with the cousins Roman Coppola and Jason Schwartzman. In the trailer the question is posed if the brothers would still be friends if they weren't related. Interesting question and ripe for Wes Anderson's madcap explorations. Looking forward to it.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
DeLaughter Cult
Last night I made a pilgrimage to see Tim DeLaughter's amazing creation, The Polyphonic Spree. It just blows my mind that he's able to gather up 24 incredibly talented musicians and get them to tour together. Everything they do is so sincere and heartfelt and it never fails to inspire me to be more appreciative of just being alive, struggling to be happy and all the love in the world. If Tim ever wants to start a cult, I'd so be there, in my psuedo-uniform and my dashiki robe full of love and joy.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Txt Msging and Email are the new drunk dialing
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
My Bst Frend Iz Fagil Arny
Friday, June 08, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Eating Organic on a Food Stamp Budget
I'm also just really impressed by Blood's ingenuity
for taking on such a project with a journalist's mindset and a personal touch. Impressive stuff.
Maker Faire
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Google Korea to censor search results
The other thing is that it's another example of Google giving up some of the "Do no wrong" principles for the greed of getting in good in an Asian country. Rather then bending to the wishes of a paternalistic government, it seems the better idea would be to offer a far superior product that meets the needs of Koreans just as well far as it does for Americans, if not better.
Formula One's Lewis Hamilton
I haven't been watching Formula 1 so far this season, but I have been following the reports of the rise of Lewis Hamilton, the newest F1 superstar. Four races into the season, and though he has yet to win a race, he's already leading in points, the youngest to ever do so. As the first black driver to actually compete in F1, it's interesting how little is being made of the fact. Even this discussion is rather tame. Historically F1 has been a gentleman's game, but since the big money came in years ago, it's all about performance and winning races. Hamilton seems poised to win one and race now, and I wish him luck. It is good to see the world's second most popular sport just a bit more open and reflective of the world.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Openings
But beyond my own artistic yearnings, I met some awesome people and saw some stand out stuff. Some of favorites:
Spielberg, Jackson team for Tintin
Variety.com - Spielberg, Jackson team for Tintin
Wow! This is huge. It's amazing to see names like this attached to developing new film versions of Tintin, but shows the love and devotion that people all of the world have to this character. I know he introduced me to a love of geography, travel and sequential art. I couldn't get enough of his adventures in the late 70s.
Though I have to say, the idea of a "photo-realistic" Tintin is a bit frightening, but if anyone can do it in a tasteful manner, faithful to the Hegre originals, I trust Peter Jackson.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Brooke Shields Alphabet Quiz
Solve the Brooke Shields mystery
Reminds me of the apocryphal story on the origin on the word "Quiz", though Brooke Shield Alphabet doesn't quite roll off the tounge.
Love the fickr pool
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Chabon
One the thing that he talked about that struck me was an awareness that his own writing voice tended to run long and snuck in clauses at the drop of a hat. I can certainly identify with that tendency as well. So trying to writing detective fiction in the manner of Chandler was really tough for him. I've only dug in to the first few chapters, but it is a bit of a strange bird, Chabon's beautiful sentences in a much more clipped style. I think I'm going to enjoy it.
Even though Chabon made a strong argument that typical "mainstream" literature that comes out of the tradition psychological realism of Checkov is a type of Genre fiction itself, I think one of the best things he's doing in legitimizing Genre such as super-hero stoies, sword fantasy and now detective fiction. I can totally see how he's part just writing the things that he'd like to read but the modern sensibilities and awareness he brings to his subject is a grand a glorious thing.
Internet More Dangerous than School Violence, Sexually Transmitted Diseases for Children
I found this little bit of paranoia interesting. Reminded me of the excellent book "The Culture of Fear: Why Americans Are Afraid of the Wrong Things" that I read a few years back.
Monday, May 07, 2007
Fragged
As in any time limited dramatization of complex issues, aspects get left unexamined and I couldn't help but think about some of the issues that would have liked. Even though they provided plenty of examples, I wish the play had at least noted all the homo-erotic/homophobic trash-talking and posturing in the gaming world. Guys will say some stuff that they'd never think of repeating outside of the context of game-play. It's all sort of male-bonding talk, but there probably deeper connotations as well. What I find interesting that a lot of gamers are people that have adopted a role that at least superficially rejected typical "jock" behavior.
Then there's unexplored that school shooting and violence on that level is really a male issue, and the few exceptions only help prove the rule. But rather then just sort of writing boys and men as inherently violent, my take on it is that our society does a great disservice to it's boys and gives them very few tools to deal with and express their emotions. Instead a male culture of violent outbursts is perpetuated and accepted in this country.
Then of course there's the issue of ready access to firearms in this country...
Friday, April 27, 2007
Return to the Planet of the Apes
Monday, April 16, 2007
Ad Free San Paulo: ...things were out of hand and the population has made it clear it wants this
Ah, to imagine such a thing in America, the birthplace of engineered desire and craving...
But it's almost equally amazing anyplace in the world today. I couldn't imagine Seoul without all it's blaring neon signs. Even the churches use neon to advertise their locations. It''ll be curious to see how long San Paulo's ban lasts. No forever I expect. The pressure of profit are strong and I bet the middle class will miss all the "beautiful ads" soon enough.
Monday, April 09, 2007
Monday, April 02, 2007
Gray Water -> Green Grass
The basic idea is to build modular nursery flats of sub-irrigated, nearly hydroponic tropical grass that is sturdy and able to aspirate plenty of nutrient-rich gray water. Then all the flats will be connected to main lines which will run from our gray water storage tank. The big unknown is how much water at 12' x 12' lawn will be able to soak up and how quickly will it use up water? Will we have extra grey water that the grass won't be able to use or will we be begging other camps for their gray water to keep it alive? Big questions. so we're starting some test flats this month.
This weekend we did some shopping for a growing medium. We got some excellent advice at SF Hydro who are used to providing supplies for other types of grass growing operations. We settled on clay pebbles, coconut husks and soil mixture, proportions yet to be determined. Then for irrigation we went out to Urban Farmer and explained our project and got set up with a drip system that we could place in the flats under the grass and get the water directly to root system. Looking forward to setting it all up and seeing what works.
Friday, March 30, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
New Kupek oddities album
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Trich Talk
Actually I went out a day early to do museums, and since it was an ugly day outside, I was glad spend most of the day indoors. Have to say, love the Smithsonian and will have to get back out there when the American History museum re-opens.
The first workshop I went to was Mass. General's, and chair of the TLC Scientific Advisory Board, Nancy Keuthen presenting on the recent neuroimaging work she's been involved in. I forget most of the details and it was pretty heady stuff to present that late in the evening, but the gist of it was that they did some brain imaging of trichsters doing some standards tests designed to stimulate the striatum and hippocampus and compared them to the previous OCD results. Unlike the OCD scans, the trichster scans the cortico-striatal connections seem to be working normally, but really this is just opening the door to the possibility of doing more brain-imaging studies like this. There's still so much to learn about how trich works in the brain.
The next morning, I went to hear David Pauls(from Harvard Medical) and Allison Ashley-Koch (from Duke) talk about the recent genetic research of trich and give a state of affairs. Pauls began with a broad outline on why genetic research could provide important information on how and why trich seems to travel in families and what methods can be used for doing genetic studies. He made an excellent case for using genetic studies to understand what factors could contribute to trich and rather then looking for some sort of gene therapy or advocating in vitro "treatment" of trich, he suspects that a greater understanding of what genes increased the risk of developing trich could help people in the future to reduce other contributing environmental factors. I found that very reassuring given recent controversy around Al Mohler's recent blog entry. He also announced that he was help organize an international trich genetic bank that could warehouse trichsters DNA and make it available to reputable scientists wanting to do research on trich. Interestingly he also mention that they were going to get DNA collected from the Afrikaner population in South Africa, which is both a fairly genetically isolated gene pool and I would think certainly had environmental stressors that could exacerbate trich.
Ashley-Koch then discussed last Fall's widely reported research on the connection between trich and the SLITRK1. I think one of the things I missed when this news came out was that the this was the FIRST real connection made between a metal "illness" and a genetic mutation. It is known that the SLITRK1 gene has a large influence on the brain and in particular, neurite outgrowth, connecting neurons to each other. The other thing that was very interesting was that this mutation appeared to be an "old" mutation and appeared in the DNA or other species such as mince, cows and dogs. And while the mutation was found only in 5% (2 of the 44 people studied) of the population they studied, it pointed at an area in the genome that definitely warrant more studies. And Duke's research is continuing. I had already decided to join the study and try to get as many of my family members to join as well. Conveniently enough, the project coordinators were available to take blood and DNA, so it felt good to be able to get that done right then and there.
In the afternoon, I went to hear psychologist Renae Reinardy talk about the gaining more awareness between the connection between our emotions and psychical state and our pulling, these are things we talk a lot about in my support group, but it was still nice to hear a fresh perspective. She pulled apart what people might be feeling before, during and after pulling their hair or picking their skin, asking people to identify for them selves what they might be feeling, frustration, tension, boredom, anxiety, indecision, excitement, anger, discomfort, pleasure while pulling, relief while pulling, "in a trance", pain while pulling, and afterwards maybe a sense of relief, accomplishment, more relaxed, more tense, guilt, anger, tired, sad or indifferent. She also encourage people to look for thought patterns and ways our pulling could be a maladapted thermostat-like way to bring use down or up to a more comfortable level. That's certainly part of my experience and having this awareness has helped me develop strategies like my meditation practice, better sleeping habits, reducing my caffeine intake, and reaching out to others for support more. She also strongly recommended assertiveness training which was a new idea for me.
Next I went to hear the Joe Garner from Purdue give an amazing overview on just about everything he's learned about trich and it's neurobiology. It was a rather involved talk to say the least, but he was able to cover an amazing amount of material in the time given. He started off with the take away messages that scientist are now developing a pretty robust understanding of how a variety of Abnormal Repetitive Behavior are produced by the brain, but that there's not a much research specific to trich though what there research there is seems to fit the patterns, while the differences may help to explain what trich is biologically and psychologically. In reviewing the data out there, the evidence seems to support the idea that trich is a disruption in the prefrontal and premotor cortico-striatal loops, or the circuits that that facilitate goals, are sensory stimulated, and that control patterns of movement. One idea that he mentioned that I hadn't heard about was the anarchic hand (or as wikipedia cites, DR. Strangelove Syndrome!) where one hand acts automatically which is interesting because I almost always pull with my left hand and around my left ear. But all the unknowns about trich are also interesting, like why (or does it) affect women more then men? Why is a similar barbering or grooming behavior seen across the board in many captive animal populations and nearly 100% of primates? And how far back in the evolutionary chain does this mutation go if it's part of the more "privative" basal ganglia part of the brain? Lots of room for new research, and Garner just submitted a proposal to look at multiple species across the evolutionary chain and compare genes such as SLITRK1. Exciting stuff!
After dinner I went to a men's forum that psychologist David Kueler organized. Even though there's a man that regularly attends my support group, it was nice have the opportunity to meet some other male pullers, though actually only two out of the four other men that I knew were attending the conference came to the forum. Yet another reminder of how much more needs to be done in raising awareness and building community.
Then on Sunday, I went to the research symposium, which was a round-up on the recent Trich Impact Studies. It was stressed many times how amazing it was that these studies were turned around so quickly and how important they could be in attractive further research dollars and legitimacy. Al so significant was the scales that were developed to measure the range of impact trich has on our lives and tools to categorize pulling behavior in a scientific way. Interesting data that they collected was that the largest majority of people reported pulling from their scalp and eyebrows. They also reported feeling unpleasant urges before pulling, feeling a bodily sensation, being for the most part aware of their pulling, and feeling anxious after pulling. All stuff I can concur with. Also interesting was that most people reported that when they sought treatment, most often the treatment provider was not much of an expert and treatment was very rarely effective and often was damaging. Strangely enough many people also reported that they had been prescribed SSRIs for treatment, even though there's been no scientific evidence that SSRIs are an effective treatment for trich. But what was encouraging is how many and how quickly published papers were coming out of this work and how these results and tools could be used for future studies.There were also several sessions I wish I could have attended if I could have sent my clone.I was particularly sad that I missed was a presentation from one man whose Buddhist meditation practices was helping greatly in his recovery from trich. Sounds very similar to my own experience and I would have loved to compare notes. Also Doug Woods gave a talk on "Separating Snake Oil from Penicillin", which was funny because I had just seen a sample of the first Penicillin at the Smithsonian. I thought it was a very important question, sense it seems to me that many pullers are eager for anything that might provide some relief, even if it's only supported by anecdotal evidence and may or not work.
Friday, March 02, 2007
Sissy Spacek & Cam Archer take on "Pull"
I recently came across this interview where the Santa Cruz native, indie filmmaker, Cam Archer, talked about his next project being about a woman with trichotillomania. He's already got Sissy Spacek signed up for the lead which is a huge coup. I haven't seen any of his films but just his interest in the subject of trich is intriguing.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Whole Fed
You can watch it yourself on this webcast.
While I love everything Pollan has written and I think he's quite brilliant, I have to say Mackey really impressed me. He gave a large overview of the history of food production and also showed a short video on how various domesticated food animals are treated in today industrial system. As an aside, Mackey said that he was now a vegetarian, while Pollan still will eat meat. While he may have reluctant at first to have a public conversation with Pollan, Mackey used the forum to really engage critics and opinion makers and present some rather exciting new initiatives that Whole Foods is taking to step up their game and really set them apart. Probably a slightly calculated move, but still responsive and intelligently done. Mackey announced:
- A new $30 million venture capital fund that will invest in artisan food start-ups and help the best and highest quality food products
- An organic farm rating system that includes animal welfare standards and gives consumer more information beyond just "organic"
- A new $10 million annually funded Local Producer Loan Program designed to promote local agriculture and strengthen connections to local producers
- A new Whole Trade guarantee program in cooperation with Fair Trade and the Rain Forest Network that will guarantee quality, price, labor practices, and environmental sustainability of foods imported from the developing world.
Pollan, while reserving space for "semi-objective" journalism, also made a few advocacy points, converting land used for corn production (primary for cattle feed) into grass based grazing land, letting a lot of ideals flourish (including things we might think are "bad") and see what works, and enabling greater transparency for letting consumers know how our food is made and how it gets to us.
All good stuff and glad to see so much attention being paid to these issues. And aamde me re-think some of my own behavior.
In my earlier years, my fmaily was macrobiotic, but I've been eating dairy for more then 25 years now. Mackey made a compelling point that the dairy industry as it exists now is predominately inhumane in it's treatment of dairy cows and most often supports the veal industry as well. I really want to think about how I can eat dairy in a more ethical manner. I've also shopped at Trader Joe's for a long time, and Mackey pointed out that as a privately held company owned they've haven't had to be as public about their business practices. It was also good to hear that Whole Foods decided to match Trader Joe prices on comparative products if only to help lure customers. So given Mackey's performance and the programs Whole Foods is doing, I think I AM more inclined to shop there.
So maybe the Omnivore's Dilemma backlash against Whole Foods may reverse itself on the strength of Mackey's engagement with that criticism and it really will create something rich and more productive then what was before.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Urge Fighter
I'm going to the Natl. Trich Conference partly because they're offering a men's forum which should be very interesting. I'm curious who will be part of it and the conversation will go. I know for myself while much of my experience as a trichster is shared by women, there are differences in how it plays out in my own sense of male identity, my ability to be show vulnerable parts of myself and in my relationships.
As more men as diagnosed with trich, I think the re could be a benefit to the entire trich community. Too often women's medical problems are marginalized and not given the level of attention that male medical problems are given. With more men going the ranks of public suffers from trich, perhaps this could help change the perception of trich from a "women's problem to a "human problem". But perhaps, even that is wishful thinking and as a T-shirt I saw on Valencia this week, it's just confirmation that "Men are the new Women" and the only hope in getting trich more out there in the public eye is the elusive celebrity puller spokesperson ;)
Friday, February 16, 2007
Love Fights
Wow!
What an amazing amount of fun! I was pretty sad to see it peter out, but then I was off to see Si*Se and Los Amigos Invisibles both put on an awesome show at the Independent.
Monday, February 12, 2007
MEGO LEGO
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Chuck E. Cheesy
But looking up Bushnell history this morning led to this great game forerunner
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Friday, January 19, 2007
The Geni's loose
Update: Okay, I'm totally addicted to this site now. I think they've got a winner here. The tag line "Everyone's Related" is almost a description of what they're hitting that many social-networking sites miss, those strong connections that people have in the real world, particularly family connection. And then on top of that it appeals to all those compulsive genealogy nuts out there, which I could easily join.